And Shall I..!!

I was actually thinkin about writin sumthing which would start of as “ Me: I'm Aju.. How u doin today. Mr/Mrs/Ms/ Kumari X: Me doin okie, hope u alrite!”.But then again I guess life isnt too damn complicated to actually script it yea? Jus Wondering if angels & demons exist. Weird Concept, but I guess I can live with the wierdest of stuff you can imagine. Looking at life with my kinda perspective...I guess life is definitely a journey.. People say the world is definitely a small place & spherical oblate too... the earth.!! People come and people go.... Looking back at that official folder that I hold as a folder in my official mail called “ Bidding Adieu” , I would say yes to the fact that life & earth both could be classified as spherical oblate. Askin me for the definition of that word would be an absolute waste of time,coz even I wouldnt be able to summarize it in jus a few pages.

Speakin bout spherical oblate, a sphere would just put me in front of that very diameter that we were speakin bout earlier...or were we.?! To be frank I do not know what oblate exactly means coz sumbody told me it means flattened at the ends which makes no sense absolutely whatsoever..lol....

Angels do exist on earth as well,aint a myth would be more philosophical. The way you look at life defines both of em, Angels & Demons were the two classifications yea.?! How bout a hybrid called “ Angemons”.? Sounds wiered.?!?! It would coz I'm gonna call em “Humans”... Digestion woz sumthing that scientists gave 4 hrs to.! Now Angemons are sumthing that are definitely mortal to speak the least. Imagine if there woz only “good” in a person...Wouldnt life be too boring to live only with perfection.?!? If there is a tinge of “Sin” or the Dark Side, Life would be so much better as long as you don't end up sticking to the “emons” part...lol..

I guess I aint makin ne sense drabbing on this effect yea.?!.. I was actually thinkin of getting sum good music but the sinner in me woulod stop at sumthing which would be clear. Yep ..its the same ol notepad & the pen (black) which you would never find.

I was jus wondering how livin on mas would feel like..! You'v got a friend whos got 4 arms & 6 feet (Sans Hollywood portrayal ..Coz dey show this guy with a huge green head & distorted Feet..lol.). He would be a much better “Human” tan we all were designed to be. Aaaah I guess this whole thing is getting too philsophical huh... (Hurrah! I got that spelling right)...

But if there were Angemons, they've actually got the wings & the spirit to commit a non-grave sin & get away with it : The perfect blend of Mischief.. would kinda summarize em yes?!. Shall I say this ink is killing me mor the essence of this entire nite inspiring me to live on.?!? too many questions in this prose , or shall I say an epithet which which kinda extended itself to the extent of sounding like random thoughts ,senseless nevertheless...lol.

A place on earth where you've got two Angemons listening to each other,placing one before the other,trusting one another, believing in one another,kicking the others butt widout a logical endpoint,loving one another,plannin on panning but end up livin life fot the moment, trading beliefs, “ Looking for more.?!”.... Got u on the last one.... Naa!? Then i'd say God bless and Cheers! (In all senses..lol)

Ajay Padattil

26/09/2009

Simple..!!

I alwayz thought i should write sumthing that human beings understand...hehehe..My handwritin is too damn sad,probably why i hid behind this dirty vocabulary of mine. Truly speaking when i started writing this all i could think of was a bit of paper & a pen that i wouldnt find if not. Doesnt sound one bit impressive but what the hell,at 1:00 am in the morning nothing would,not even a bit of bubblegum chewing to damn sarcastic yea.? I havent even thought bout the previous sentence ,coz it surely sounds too absurd to even get close to t\reality. Simple could mean different things,chronologically speakin,as a friend of mine said,aint statin his name coz i guess hes a lil scared of being photographed & appearing on page 3..lol..but when we speak bout Mr. Columbus ( Christopher )(dont even know if dat was his first name),discovered Red Indians,he did know India existed yea.? So who was Vasco Da gama.?!?? interested or Grossed out. I wouldnt ask you to read on...but your wish is my command...thinkin bout whoever invented that piece of the dialogue. Mysterious aint it, The Columbus Part.!! Coming back to simple... you are simple...I am simple...The language is simple...Words are....sentences are....the grammar is...honey is...sugar is....music is....If all these were wot you call simple was there,wouldnt be sumthing called sarcasm & criticism. I'm not even sure of sure if the pronunciations or spellings of half the stuff I'm writing is correct or semantically alright,but is the flow of this pen...? Black ink by the Way. aah I do hear this instrument called the flute playing right now. sounds simple but im sure there wouldnt be one note that i can play right,but to my ears,they just sound so simple & beautiful.
Now we started off at simple,but this thing kinda got outta the way & descended to my stupid thoughts yea.?!?!
Simple could simply be put as something that can be deciphered without a cerebrum actually being in sync with that one small little heartbeat ,without which a human could be reduced to one small little smitten insatiable entity. Now dat previous sentence if i do read tomorrow morning would make absolutely zilch sense to me but still. To put simple in simple terms,it would be sumthing that a human being would read or hear or see & would register in his/her brain as specific digital/analog signals that would stimulate the feeling of satisfaction or a sense of pleasure releasing 1/10th of the dopamine that the brain couldnt criticize. Damn i''m still going into the same trance that i used to write my poems with & saturate the very essence of existence.
I seriously thought that i should en this at one page of the very notepad that your looking for. "Warning": "Caution" -> there is no summary to this COMPREHENSION. No heroes,no heroines,No villains,No relatives,No emotions, No tragedy,No action,No melodramatic Scenes, no Colour, no Dreams, No expectations, No Camera, No Lights, No Cut.... Would that sound Complicated or Plain Simple.?!
Ajay Padattil
18/09/2009

Horizon.!!

Hey Look at the Earth now
Placid dreams aint sinnin the vocab

Wouldnt i place me before the world sinisoidal
Swift seems the thing of nature

Laugh all you want but truly
Scanning the sweetness of humans unavoidable

Last but not the least say philosophers
Wouldnt try them lone passengers

Away from d distant dreams blowin away
Literature woz never ever my forte

Developin sacrifices woz too forgiving
Laziness woz alwayz a strife

Livin Life as u wanna not live
Nothing But a draft..d zoo aint the horizon.!

Ajay Padattil
31/08/2009

Land Me..!!

Life is like a box of chocolates
Lame Excuses aint to lift me

Lonely drifts of life wouldnt surpass
Limitations of this galaxy & beyond

Lasting feelings blatently deny
Listed times wouldnt bear this dream

Life & beyond seems a repetition
Labrynth sounds this vocab & semantics

Lasting feelings blowin napthalene
Laden beliefs wouldnt play a scream

List the things dat youve done rite
Lift me up & prove death I'm god.

Ajay Padattil
20/08/2009

Audacity..!

At Life I wouldn't portray a Sacrifice
D world wouldn't pray one damn bit can dey

Least souls playing d surface of nutrition
Narrowness shouldn't ever sing d plan of infinity

Hard 2 decipher this quartet may think most truly
Laden with glitterati sounds lame enough

Writin epithets were a thing of the past
Blaring cannisters blind the truth and so

Trespassers luv the adrenaline that laughters gotta offer
Celebrations and joys still last 2 forgive

Land this one on me and surrogate
Sense was a thing of the past but audacity holds the key.!

Ajay Padattil
03/08/2009

Immortality.. A Salute!

Trysts with fate aint in comparison
Palaces of dreams play the cacophony

The Rain God still aint too pleased with man
Silent laughter still blasts the spirit

Gentle whispers caress the human heart
Swiftly but slightly speakin amusements

Heal the world was an anthem for a while
Man in the Mirror took a last bow

You are not alone crooned one too many
The dream shall live & so shall we

Immortality is the perception of gods
A human who lives in the heart aint blessed.??

Ajay Padattil
08/06/2009

Bricks of Sand..!!

Stiffness and barrows seem far and wide.
Sarcasm and philosophy string wide and far

Blasting glories speak a word too many
My words were lost sumplace not too far away

Breezy dreamy gusts of wind
Rainy wet smell of the soil

Brings with it a new ray of hope
The sun too far,the heat too low

When this would reach the zenith yet to fathom
Knots and Nots scream the unknown

Blissfull fantasies catch the faster still
Drawn to temptation one too sweet

Bricks of sand solidifies widout a doubt
Illusions of a beautiful minute seems a dream

Infinity is the sound of the present
The image of the present sounds too free.!
Ajay Padattil
02/07/2009

Hallucinations!!

Picteresque drapes flow smooth & shine
Stifled dreams still burrow deep inside

The kingdom of happiness yet so near
The feeling of insanity sounds pretty clear

A gist of this epic brings with it shallowness
The dreamy winds against cloud differ

So close but yet so near sounds contradictory
Brief conversations light up one & near

A cup of coffee & nicotine believe harmful to sigh
Drifting hallucinations aint whistling clear

Life as a whoile seems real unclear
Right as these words held distinctly near.

Ajay Padattil
23/06/09.

Calamities..!!

Freeze this thing aint the past
Stop these hollow souls from burning

Politics seems to creep into the universe
Lasting experiences shared seem to divulge

Secrecy & Celebacy aint seeming too bright
Calamities of burrowed glasses too sweet

Stand up to the blasting fleet of birds
Calmness in the fire sounds too sweet

Dreary blossoms scare the very existence
Clearly speaking could be the very essence

Production of stiffness troubling mankind
Keep Walking & High sounds Perfect!!

Ajay Padattil
03/06/09

Live It Again..!!

A Sequel doesnt sound too fruitful
A few Lines cant sum up the picteresque
Scantily breathing thro. the downs bray humans
Bear a smile & Spread it seems benign
The Path talked of seems extremely hollow
'The Feeling could deter you but hang on
A Time for all says the wheel itself
Einstein flunked maths & Still is remembered
Without downs there aint no ups
Face it with your heart & smile up
Life again aint sumthing to just go thru
Live It & Live it Again is wot matters

Ajay Padattil
27/05/09