Tick Tock!

Presto! Here goes the time and withering dreams
Look back sometimes aint gud to hold walnuts back

Beasty seems the line of fire tonite
Hefty speaks the swine of life and scantily true

Twining of distance looks fathomless still
Standardizing sands aint a solution to drowsiness

Take a call on this very shanty prism of fortune
Bleeding daintily not sufficing this purpose

Daft goes the tick tock of gallants
Tyranny seems to rule the aimlessly unfortunate

Clattering sounds sweep past so silently
Controversial politics aint the dice for ludo

Gamble as u wish to make lanes drift
Heed to the inevitable flint of this wick nevertheless!

Ajay Padattil
17/02/2009

Tannin to candlelite!

Staring into the breathlessness of this sinister calmness
Blossoms gone by and still hanging in there waitin for a twist in time

Simplicity used to an age old concept when tannin was considered a taboo
Complexity grows as time gazes into the unknown peril of adam

Lazing around past work to candle lites is the mercury behind silica
The idiot box takes over the film rollin out the chaotic “Action” but still

Strangely withered bodies try to still keep the spirits in rewind
The other side of the coin dreams of a day when the stars shimmer in glory

Toast! The supernatural accolades still lie strong with his creations.
An Epithet to moving times sure leave the feelings in a capsule so glorious

This Cradle of wind sure blows in pure and blissful sonnets of love
Running out of words still seem to speak a million words.

A Day to arrive! Dreams and wishes to cherish pace by knocking
Spirits of this day travelling far and beyond into the unforeseen bliss..Hop On!

Ajay Padattil
13/02/2009

Rotation… Should it be.?!

What is the earth rotated the other way.?! Would the magnetic field dar rules the entire universe stop just to say hello.??! Would the whole concept of interplanetary existence go to the dogs…!? Or tyrants.?! …
Questions that foxed the entire sanity of mankind forever and now.! Does sound like a real time irony.. I don’t even know if dat was grammatically right.. but yea wots grammar got to do wid all this.?! Sumthing… not everything … Id still stick to one whole concept dat even if it rotates the way it did now… ders always the brighter side of life.
Aint deviating form the topic dat we started out here… wot if the rotation was the whole other way round.?! Hey… u could interrupt me whenever u want… monologues sucks I must say.!!! Aaah adding that “s” in “monologues” took me three backspaces now.! Hahaha!....
Dats wot im talkin about… y do v all look back into wot life has to offer… v look ahead yea.? Every human does for dat matter.. dats again coz the whole circle of life goes one way… nd v look to another … if v were to live in reverse..?! wot would be the absolute fate of human sanctity.?!
The whole idea of a man being born and living his whole life watchin things go by till his death bed sounds kinda illogical… why do we have to jus watch things go by.?! Live it… Just one dat you’ve been a part of.!
Magnetic poles…… rotatin within the inner core as one of my frenz would agree wid me brilliantly goes against the wind of the entire concept of the rotation of the core dat v all once had conceived to be the ultimate truth of how mother earth holds its continents and its elements together.! How was it known dat the north pole was the north pole and the south the south.?! NSEW… is dt how we demarcated lands unknown.?! Where did des demarcations originate.?!
Still feels like a monologue..!!! I guess I cant do nethin bout it.. at least dis nite yea.?! If the earth dat we know it today was to rotate the other way.. probably a cure for the very elemnt of jealousy and corruption would degenerate wid time.! Probably the whole essence of watchin your life go by would jus be a myth.! Probably we wouldn’t be having this conversation..!
The myth that human life is about to end takes a whole lotta lives wid It I mus say… its not only the humans… it the entire universe dat v call Milky way dat would cease to exist.. imagine the sun burnin out.?! Imagine the moon absorbin all the light dat it had to reflect and the whole earth detained unto darkness.?!
Its dat…… happenin to entire mankind rite now… I wouldn’t say m analysin the situation(an institution of law)..u got the right to remain silent and crap!... y should u.?! we haven’t torn apart law.?! Mankind could still forsee..!
History would never have been called history if it dint happen in the past… wot if past was the future.?! We were lookin backwards… ?!

Too many questions on this one….. Unanswered would be one way id put….! I guess v all have been faced with des questions many a time in life… but v never actually bothered to wonder…
Well I guess I should leave it at dat den..! as I say..!!” Ur wish is my command”…
CheerS!

Ajay Padattil
12/02/2009

Dreams & Beyond!

Dreams and beyond sounds a lot like how a wind gushes by and you don’t even realize wot hit you.!
Haven’t you had dat feeling before dat sumthin u actually feel has touched you and fleeted away without u knowin when where or y.?! Déjà vu define sum… An experience is wot many others address it as.! Giving a name to sumthin doesn’t seem to fill in the bracket for me.!
Sumbody playin the notes of music crystal clear, doesn’t seem to ring a bell with the human perceptionary indices.! It wouldn’t, coz there are so many others who feel the mere sense of existence lies with the sense of feel, emotion and cannibalism.!
Cannibalism could take many a form here.! Eatin ne entity dat exists as an individual also would be classified as a form of cannibalism.! IPC 123…sumthin… aint knowin the law.. but yea.. I guess the human soul would definitely second me on that.!
But missing the point..am i.?! what we started off as a monochromatic world beyond realms unknown to mankind kinda turned into a place where checkers would sound like a game.!
Colorful vivid imaginations beyond worlds unknown seem to captivate the minds of these individuals I call humans . This is an intriguing concept as millions of beings (except humans) would be dreaming the very same dreams, failing to realize that concurrence wouldn’t be way beyond their reach. The humans that they look up2 (not for their size and mental capability) also think on the same lines! A breach in the thin framework of time.? Or a small lil incision in the whole wheel of fortune.?! It still remains an undecipherable phenonemenon.!
Color or monochrome, the world where these dreams take you seem to b unreal, magnificent, fantabulous say sum.! A world where you live a life of imaginations and fantasies… beyond the reach of a normal human existence. A place that all the things you ever wanted to do, come true… a place where u fly and there are a million others waitin to look up and say… here I am… hold on… il show u the world.!
Dazzling spirits dainted with pure unadulterated fragrance captivating the very essence of livelihood. Heavy.?! Yea …. Aint dreams dat way.?! Hard to understand but leaves a lasting impact I must say. And iv heard a lot of background scores dat play along with this… Wild chase scenes and mystery stuff.. A pleasantly lighted up sky playin the blues. All these coincide to bring one fact to our cerebellum.. Life has to be lived in this way.. Live the dream bubble.. Reality would strike..but play along.. an everlasting momento… I call life!
CheerS!
Ajay Padattil
08/02/2009

Life &After

Iv been toying with this idea for long now…. A lotta ppl actually speak of this whole white bright light coming out of an unknown source luring them into the unforeseen. What could this light be..? a misconception or just another heavenly call saying your duties on my planet are over.?!
Life after death seems a sure mystery to one too many on this planet dat I so lovingly call EARTH.. many proclaim it to be round and spherical oblate and stuff. But I guess the world comes around to exactly the same point where it all started… a sphere or a square… all the diagonals seem to kinda ring concurrency to a point of illogical coincidence…. The SAME.!!
We talk about the life now and the life after death.. heaven and hell to be precise.. but temme one thing.. don’t u find it really intriguing to wonder if uv actually got heaven and hell on this sweet lil planet of ours…?
This brings us to another point of debate which id love to call perception.! A white light, d human way of life, a square, a spherical oblate.. all of this does lead to sumthin as imaginary as the equator or the wind or god for that matter. It’s the same side of the coin that u actually believe exists…. U cant feel it… but u know its there.
I aint creatin a blog for blasphemy here. All m tryin to put across is imagination is a canvas for vivid portrayal of the human emotions, but how many of us actually look up2 wot is true and wot Is not? Seems really nonsensical… if there is a word like that.
But again when we actually get our cerebrum to think about the life after death, one mite wonder where did the whole law of energy not being destroyed go for hitchhiking.?!
Standin unto the law of physics wouldn’t seem like a lack of brilliance or an absence of vaccum for me.! Coz for millions of years people think that Death seems to end the very purpose of existence of a human life. Wot if there was another side to it..? a Brighter side. I aint preaching the positives of death here . Just tryin to view this as another one of those idiotic perceptions I guess.. heheheh.
Wot if Death was just another form of life.?!
Wot if Death was one thing that transformed the whole view of life.?!
And finally to the million DOLLAR question.. wot if AFTERLIFE was just another journey into the unknown.?!
So finally it comes down to this… Wot could afterlife probably unravel!?
A Life of unforeseen activities kinda brings us humans to this crossroad which goes to sumplace better. Its always been within humans to look up2 sumthing dat was way better than the state they are in now. Like wise men say “ Its human to want more” and so true .
Well how much would life baffle u if it speaks back to you and says. Uv lived me, now what if I live u.?! The “it” I was referring to earlier is “LIFE”. Would you give it a chance.?!
How does it sound when sumbody would actually tell u , the life u r living is jus a form of energy and nothing else.. Its like you are in transit.. U got a Visa… but u aint havin a residential one. You can walk rite thru it but cannot live it to your will.?!
An Energy say sum cannot be destroyed but can only be transformed from one form to another.?
True.?! Probably…. Or Probably not.!..
Id second the first one nevertheless, coz u always kinda keep upgrading to what you have been in this very second.! Looking up sounds like philosophy.!?
Think bout living your life in a cycle which is the exact reverse of what you have been taught life is all about.?! Tracing back ur life rite from when uv been In your times ppl call “ Childhood revamped” to your actual “Childhood” , id say nebody wishes to live two years in the past from now.! Did the feel of Energy being dissipated ever strike you… the normal way.?!
Whims of a mind travellin fathoms in the night say some.
Brightness of the day say many so done.
Wouldn’t stop the humans so Grand
This is life and afterlife thus so Bland.!
As I would see it, the law signifyin ” Energy cannot be destroyed. It can Jus be transformed from one form to another” stays strong. We Come into the world in one particularly distinct form, we live our lives out as another particular form, we cease to exist in another and v leave this abode in search of a better craft in yet another form. Thus our existence , has always been a source of inspiration to other forms of energy, be it human, animal or any other entity for that matter.! Thus Live it Up. Every Atom speaks a million words. Alive or Quasi-Alive or in another world.!
A small little ball of energy which goes all the way from rite when u were born till when u cease to exist to when ur in a totally different world.! This is the Life and the Eternal life that I would be drafting for me.! Any Takers.?!
CheerS!
Ajay Padattil
06/02/2009

The Shadows of Life!

The shadows of life come in line with the stream of light. To this day I still wonder why there isn’t a single damn organism in this world which would like to breathe free. This reminds me of the age old script from the movie I once watched… “The Matrix”. There was a lot of truth revealed in this movie which was entirely fictional. The entire concept of the movie revolved around a person in our world trying to discover the actual purpose for which he was created. Creation is something that is made out of an already existing entity, either a wholly new composition or a blend of the best of multiple entities. Thus this holds true for every organism that walks, crawls, flies this earth. It all started, as my ancestors who walked this earth before me would say, with the BIG BANG. The whole universe was one at that particular point in time. And the BIG BANG divided the universe into smaller but efficient pieces composed of the very same material that it was initially made of. These elements found their comfort zone in different parts of the universe and settled in places that we know as galaxies right now. I might not be a scientist to actually talk about the intricate details about scientifically and politically perfect stuff, but I do know that even the non living organisms (Not Things), as I would like to call them, found a comfort zone for themselves in the very same mother nature as we live and breed in during the present day. Coming back to the point, the movie talks about a journey of this man born a human into a dream world where everything seems to be perfect (Life as we see it today), but feels there is a missing element somewhere. This missing element could actually hold the key for humans to distinguish between the dream bubble that they would like to live in and the harsh reality that they would like to ignore. This man further goes ahead and digs deep into the rabbit hole to actually know what life has in store for him. He is then contacted by a certain voice, a man who calls himself Morpheus. Morpheus is introduced as a guiding star, a voice who would guide Mr. Neo into the land unknown to neo but is the actual epitome of harsh reality as he would have it. The Universe as we know it did end up in a comfort zone, but these weren’t just random points in space. Each of these elements that broke away from the initial Mother Ball was definitely guided by a voice like Morpheus giving them choices as to RED PILL or the BLUE PILL. The Red Pill and Blue pill are used in the movie as paths to either the harsh reality or to go back to sleep and live the dream bubble. The Elements would have definitely had a predefined path to where they exist as we know them today. Planets, Galaxies, and all the other bodies that we know of do have predefined co-ordinates in space against their names. Neo decided that reality would be his baby & chose the red pill and he was transported into a land of shambles where humans were being enslaved by machines for the purpose of their survival and domination of humans. He was faced with a huge task of saving the very last human planet alive named Xion. The reality of human life also belongs to the machines as we would know of it probably 15 yrs down the lane. In fact these times too, I cant think of a human who could imagine life without a motor, a Television , A Computer, the Internet a other machines to name a few. These machines have become an integrated part of the very living essence of mankind today. “Mechanically yours” seems to be the cry of this race of humans. These machines seem to have taken away the basic connection that a human felt for a fellow human being. People seem to have been drawn apart by the very thing that he was proud for a few years back. The movie goes on to talk about how Neo has to make more choices along the way and in the end he saves Xion(The last Human Planet) by sacrificing himself for the same. Humans should work towards saving the last planet, In fact the only planet that we have today so that we wouldn’t have to face the same situation as Mr Neo did in the end. We should look into matters of Peace and also stop the depletion of the environment as we do today. The BIG BANG happened for a reason, Earth was born on that day. We should hand over the planet to our future generations as beautifully as we received it. Give and take respect should be the call of the hour. In these days humans have forgotten the basic necessities of life namely food, shelter & clothing. Luxuries seem to have taken over all of these basic needs of humans. The greed for power has blinded man from realizing the truth from a dream. The greed for land leaves many men homeless and starved to death. What happened to the fulfillment of these basic necessities for humans I ASK.!? Humans should regain that love, peace & humanity that did exist not very long back. Where have we made a mistake? Why has all these been forgotten.?!
I would like to end this on a sweet note. Citing something from a movie called “Evan Almighty”.
God Comes down and asks Mr. Evan (Who wants to make the world a better Place) to Build an ARK. Mr. Evan resists initially but things happen and in the end he is a real old man when he finishes building the ARK. After he saves the world, He asks god as to why he asked him to build an ARK and how is this helping to make the world a better place. And then God Says
“A RANDOM act of KIDNESS” is what the ARK symbolizes and it does make the world a better place.
Thus I would ask every human to show jus a Random act of kindness and the world be a much better place to live in.!

Mankind!

Tadaaaaa! Says the world so malign
I can decipher half of the things iv seen on these roads

Aint sayin wot the world should mean to me
Looking at how the world stares at you tonite

Culture say some and tradition say the others
Define this to me, wasn’t the dream too nightmarish?

Think beyond these realms that the core has to offer
Praise the future and the present dat gifts u the unseen

If life was ever to be a cradle in time so forgone
There wouldn’t be me or you living this bloated drone

Artificial sounds clamber all over these tainted walls
Blabber all you want but u aint escaping these sounds blaring soft

Still Id say this is the planet to live and live in again
Coz the other galaxies sure r exciting but aint no humans like here!

Ajay Padattil
01/02/2009